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Saturday, October 21, 2006

5:47PM - they're a bit older. say young adult. like between school and the voldy harry thing. just because

Severus snuggled a bit closer to Remus, sleeping deeply. The sun was just above the horizon, and the bedroom was bathed in a golden glow.

Current mood: calm

Monday, October 16, 2006

11:49PM - Gratuitous Snupin Sex!

Severus walked into the prefects' bathroom, satisfied to find it empty. He filled the tub quickly and stripped down. A sigh escaped his mouth when he slipped into the bubbly water. This right here, this was nice.

Current mood: relaxed

Wednesday, September 27, 2006


Severus made his way up to the room from the dungeons. He was nervous for some reason, far more nervous than he was willing to admit, and he knew it was a stupid thing to be. After all, he mused, he'd had a boyfriend for several months now, hadn't he? He supposed it could be discussed.

He made it to the door and walked in, fingering the cigarette that was ubiquitously in his pocket.

Current mood: nervous

Tuesday, September 26, 2006



Maybe I really don't know anything about friendship.

Current mood: hurt

Friday, September 22, 2006


All of this talk about that dark Lord is getting...really rather irritating.

Current mood: calm

Wednesday, September 20, 2006


Severus sat at his normal table in the library, glaring at his Arithmancy paper. It took quite a lot for him to admit that he didn't know something, but this was stumping him more than he ever remembered being stumped. "Ugh," he murmured, throwing his quill down moodily.

Current mood: cranky

Monday, September 11, 2006

2:47AM - Someone can reply if they want to.

Severus walked through the grounds, fingering the cigarette in his pocket. Usually he only smoked when he was upset, but he was craving one now anyway. He wasn't upset, he was just...well, contemplative.

He reached the greenhouses and slowed down, peering in to see the plants and pondering what he could make with them. Potions were a good thing; potions kept his mind off of more confusing matters. A plant caught his eye, one with a long stem and purple, hooded flowers. He stopped for a moment, looking at it, then he walked into the greenhouse to look at it.

He studied the pretty purple flowers, touching one gently. After a moment, he looked down at the placard.

Aconitum Napellus

Severus pondered for a few moments. Aconite. Also known as Monkshood and Wolfsbane, he'd read that first year. Terribly toxic, not used in many potions because of that fact. He fingered a leaf. He wondered why. He could probably find some sort of use for it.

"Mr. Snape?" Severus turned to see Professor Sprout. "Admiring the fresh aconite?" Severus nodded, looking back at the plant.

"Yes...it's quite the attractive flower..." Professor Sprout smiled and nodded.

"Beautiful and deadly. Most of the good ones are." Severus was quiet. Finally he spoke.

"How long will you have it in?" Sprout tilted her head for a moment.

"As long as it's alive." Severus nodded.

"Thank you, Professor."

"You're welcome, Mr. Snape." Severus nodded again, and walked out. Maybe he would take that cigarette now, as he had more to think about now than before.

Thursday, September 7, 2006

4:16PM - (happening Friday night)(snupinyness.)

Severus sat in the room, the one he'd come to think of as their room, much to the dismay of any digity he'd attempted to keep. He watched the smoke raise from his cigarette, cursing his weaknesses, then he flicked the butt out the window in disgust. "Fuck," he muttered, then leaned his head back again and closed his eyes, waiting.

Current mood: anxious

Wednesday, September 6, 2006


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Already the school year isn't going as expected, and it's only a few days in. Honestly.

Current mood: contemplative

Saturday, August 26, 2006


Severus didn't even reply to Remus' letter. Instead he was in the room at the Leaky Cauldron in an instant.

Current mood: horny and nervous

Sunday, August 20, 2006


Dear gods, I am glad that school will be starting soon.

I do need to go to Hogsmeade at some point...

Current mood: bored

Sunday, August 13, 2006

2:13AM - For Teh Reggie

Severus knocked on the door of Number Twelve, Grimmauld Place, sighing a bit. He didn't really want to be here; he'd actually prefer to be in his room reading or writing to Remus. But he'd told Remus that he would, so here he was.

He waited for a little bit then knocked again.

Current mood: apathetic

Thursday, August 10, 2006


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Current mood: blank

Tuesday, August 8, 2006


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Wednesday, August 2, 2006


Owl to Remus LupinCollapse )

Saturday, July 22, 2006


This summer is going by at a snail's pace. It's irritating.

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Current mood: odd

Wednesday, June 28, 2006


It was a beautiful night. The moon was large and full, the stars were bright, and there wasn't a blemish on the expanded face of the sky for miles to be seen. It was cool out, almost cool enough for a cloak but not quite.

Severus watched as the curls of smoke from his cigarette spread across the air above him then faded away, laying on the soft grass just outside the Quidditch pitch. He'd tried to sleep. He'd tried to keep his mind on more logical things, like potions or homework. But all his mind would let him see was Remus. Remus' face, and his body, and it was likely to make Severus explode.

One week. Less now. For all of the joking in the classroom, Severus was beginning to think that he couldn't last that long. The only times he'd seen Remus were in classes, and though the boy had shot him a small, brief smile in Potions, Severus could tell that something wasn't right about him. He looked sick, weak, and as much as Severus fought it, he was worried about him.

Severus shook his head as his mind cheerfully supplied the answer as to why he was worried. "Shut the fuck up," he said out loud. He didn't need to revisit that string of thought again.

Current mood: contemplative

Friday, June 2, 2006


I must say I rather miss the cooler days of spring. It's getting far too hot out for school robes.

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I need to get homework done. I've been slacking.

Current mood: contemplative

Sunday, May 28, 2006

3:23AM - Snupiny

It was late and Severus was sitting in an empty classroom on the third floor. He should have been asleep, but he wasn't tired. In fact, he was wide awake, and broodier than usual, which explained his second cigarette in less than a month. He didn't smoke this much during school, usually, because it didn't stress him out too badly, but recently...

Severus banished that train of thought, staring moodily out over the lake. He didn't need more broodiness. He needed...he needed another cigarette, he thought, pushing the butt of his last onto the windowsill. He lit another one.

Current mood: broody

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